Ohayo :)
I'm actually quite happy today haha cause it's quite productive I guess?
Wake up in the morning and started memorizing bio and chemistry.
Managed to finish revising at 11am and went to eat my breakfast.
I started doing an Emath P2 after that, followed by half of AMath P1.
All of it goes smoothly so I feel really good about it.
After that, I proceed on to study for English, but to me I took
too much time for that.. Nearly 2 hours ><
I finished another Emath P1 after English and completed
my Chemistry paper that I stopped halfway yesterday.
Lastly, I finished the last two questions for my Biology paper.
The paper was seriously tough and I have a lot of problems
with answering the questions..
I'm not sure if it's because the paper was difficult or I
just haven't prepared enough and not up to standard..
This got my really upset and I started judging myself..
Should I really pursue this route?
Am I suitable for this route?
Am I prepared to face the upcoming challanges of choosing this road?
Honestly, I don't know. I really don't.
I felt that I need someone beside me to enlighten me, to guide me
and to bring me out of that pessimistic state..
I'm not sure who will be there for me, or who I can turn to if I need help.
To be honest with you guys, I don't have a lot of friends..
True friends, I mean.
I don't see it as something very saddening or something I need to
be concerned about as I believe that I am someone who can handles
things perfectly on my own, rather than working together
with others.
But at times like this, no matter how strong a person might seem,
he/she still needs someone to be by his/her side.
To give him/her support.
To show him/her that he/she is not alone.
But I don't think I have that someone with me.
And maybe it's quite a sad thing for a person?
I admit that I spend more time online than hanging out with friends.
And maybe that is why this will happen.
However, I still enjoy spending time online, with my computer,
by myself, indulge in my own world and not having to
face the problems of socializing with people.
I'm more of a geek I guess LOL
I'm really tired now so I guess I should stop here..Nights guys!

-Rymm