Hi guys..
It's so late and and I just finished revising..
Today was not so good..
I haven't even studied for my humans!
Mainly focused on sciences , math and english today as
tomorrow's is my O Level Math Exam T_T
My English exam will be on Tuesday!
It's weird because normally English would be the first paper
but this was not the case for this year's O Levels..
I hope that I am prepared for my Math paper tomorrow as well as my
English paper on Tuesday and Wednesday.
Honestly, I have no idea how to prepare for English.
You see, English, just like other subjects, can not simply be
"studied"
It's like how I am fluent and all that good in Mandarin and my interest
for Japanese has gotten me far enough as a self-learner who
only learnt for a few weeks?
I didn't really put in a lot of effort for Japanese as I only started it
this year and I know that I have to focus on English.
However, it seems that I'm still picking up Japanese faster than English!
In terms of improvements, I mean.
I put in a lot of effort for English because here in Singapore if you
are not good in English, it's gonna be a great disadvantage.
Nevertheless, I feel that I'm still lacking in English
and I am in this confused state of what I should do to help myself,
to no avail.
At this point of time, I think what's left is really to pray.
For me, I'm a really superstitious person, so to say.
Therefore, I do believe in praying and that it would bring me
a long way to go while holding in my beliefs.
I hope many others, and you guys, will feel this way too because it's
really a comforting experience when you know that you still have
something to hold on to, your beliefs, when you are feeling down
or undergoing some of the downs in your life.
Okay I need to go and get some rest now so that I'll be energetic enough
to "fight" for tomorrow's battle.
Good luck for me!!

-Rymm