Heyy~
Well, counting down 8 more days to my first paper for 'Os'
Nervous, unprepared, and not feeling so good about it..
Just hoping that what I've been working so hard for will pay off
The ultimate killer that I'm most afraid of is still English paper I guess
And I really want to do well for my sciences.
Mathematics.. please.. I worked a lot on it T_T
I think this might be the one and only time that I'll be working so hard for.
Not gonna spend so much more effort I guess
It's tiring, very.
I'm really sick of and and yes, I'm not at all so good at managing stress.
I crave for freedom, for time of my own.
I like going at my own pace, and not forced by something like studies.
I don't want to be tied down by this.
It might sound foolishly impractical but that's what
I want to achieve.
Still, there's no choice I have to go all out at this point of time.
And that's why I'm here, blogging about it.
Just around 2 more months to hold on for, and the freedom
will be embracing me, I hope haha
Speaking about freedom, I'm kinda hooked by this Japanese
boy group called Hey! Say! JUMP since last year December.
It's really nice getting to know them and I think it really
changed me?
Everytime I enter a new fandom, I learn new things.
And that's good :)
Well, a few more months till the 1 month mark yayy
And aww my ship of my OTP~
I'm determined to sign up for Japanese language courses
when I enter poly because of them.
Everytime when I'm streaming their drama/shows with no
subs I just feel like I'm watching some mute drama hahah
Even though I have the edge over others as my chinese standard
is still quite decent and I can still understand a lil.
But it'd really be cool to be able to learn a third language!
Even though I know quite a number of different mandarin dialects
but Japanese is a totally different language.
I've tried self studying before last year but did not
really have the time to focus on it due to the hectic year.
So, I'm planning to self study while taking up courses!
Can't wait!
And oh why am I thinking about Post-'Os' activities
now.
Perhaps it's one of the way to keep me motivated ahh.
Okay back to 'Os' , I really really really want to do well!
Prayyyyy for meeee :)

-Rymm